मैं और मेरी तन्हाईयाँ

मैं और मेरी तन्हाई अकसर ये बातें करते हैं।
तुम न मिलते तो मेरा क्या होता ?

कौन मुझे सम्भालता ?  रखता मेरा खयाल? 
और कौन करता मेरे बचपने से प्यार ?

अगर तुम न होते. . .
मुझे जीने के तरीके सिखाता कौन?

मैं और मेरी तन्हाई अकसर ये बातें करते हैं।
तुम न मिलते तो मेरा क्या होता ?
 
मेरी रूह को न होती तेरे करीब आने की बेचैनी,
तेरी एक झलक पाने को मेरी आँखें यूँ तरसा न करतीं. . . 

लगती हूँ खुद को संवारने जब भी होने को होती हूँ तेरे रूबरू… 
याद कर के तुझे यूंही मुस्कुराती हूँ मैं दर्पण के सामने।
तेरी अठखेलियाँ कर देती हैं मेरी आंख विच उजियारा।।
मैं और मेरी तन्हाई अकसर ये बातें करते हैं।
तुम न मिलते तो मेरा क्या होता ?

मेरे नैनों की बेसब्री को ठग लेता तेरी बातों का मोहजाल,
कर उद्वेलित मेरे मन के भीतर छिपी अनजानी तृष्णा।
सींच लेता तेरा प्यार  मेरी बुनी इच्छाओं का हर मायाजाल।। 

मैं और मेरी तन्हाईयाँ अकसर ये बातें करते हैं…।। 
तुम न मिलते तो मेरा क्या होता ?

कशिश

तेरी आँखों में ये जो कशिश है, मुझे ले जाती है तेरे और भी करीब। 

 

मेरे दिल को मिलता है सुकून, जब होता है तेरी बाँहों में मेरा वजूद। 

अजब सी बेकरारी होती है

धड़कनों को जब होती हैं तुझसे दूर।

मेरी ज़िन्दगी में कुछ इस तरह घुल जाओ कि,

आइय्ना भी न पहचाने मेरे अक्स को,

गर खुशबु तेरी न समायी हो मुझमें। 

वो मेरी इबादतों में तेरा जिक्र जला देता है उस परवरदिगार को,

कहता है तेरा रब मैं न हूँ अब।

दिशी मेहरोत्रा

Kuch Ankahin Baatein…!!!

When I close my eyes and think of him…

I went into the trance and feel nostalgic

Memories took me to the voyage of my life,rather ‘our’ life.

It’s beautiful and has been always…!

Whenever I think about it I feel like writing a novel

Oh yes, I’m not kidding…

This is all about like it happened just yesterday.

Believe,trust,faith build up just by seeing into each other’s eyes…!!

It’s not about sharing cosy moments together,

It’s not about the charm and charisma,

No it’s not about showing off & so on…

It’s just about loving and loving and too much of loving….!!!

I wish it would have been long time back…

But,it wouldn’t because destiny finds its way by its own means...

I believe, he believes, we believed…

Our love, it’s blossoming day by day…!!!  <3

 

 

Vo Pehli baar jab hm mile...

We met exactly when I don't know...
 

Oh! yes  I remember he entered in the class room...

Wet  hair plus oil, stubble on baby like cheeks..

White t-shirt (Puma) and denim..

The only man among guys... (I noticed)

First interaction..!

Sweet.., Sour..., Salty.., 

He cool me hot (temper)

After all every love story starts from here only...??

Then comes introduction...

His flattering singing mesmerized me..

My eyes stopped moving to & fro (always staring him)

I could not stop my heart falling for him... (in love)

He knocked it down...!!

Plethora of emotions in my brain (heart) 

In spinal cord, in my veins, circulate like blood..

 

That goose bumps of his touch..!

I still remember him crossing his finger on my palm...

Magician playing his game.. (unknowingly/knowingly)

The game was on and I was very much interested in playing it as a solo Player...!!! 

This savor finally came into my taste as I was so desperate about falling in love for someone very special....!!!

  

Girl's Lifestyle.com/in

When you work hard from morning till late night...

When you go to your bed don't you think of your day..??

Yes! I do think...

I Think of Spending my salary on My Boyfriend... (buying him stuffs)

I do think of celebrating with my Family...

In a five star Restaurant having dinner after a movie show..

I think of spending my earnings happily on my Friends (I owe treat)

I think of....

It's not going to end...

But, then suddenly I start missing something...
(as it is raining outside)

I suddenly miss drenching myself in Rain..

I miss outing with my friends (as I' m left only with Sunday's)

I started missing talking endlessly to my family, friends...

I miss (a tear rolls on my cheek)

I cried, I craved, I desired, 

Then I regain Myself...

I saw my cellphone ringing,  (yes him my savior)

I started Smiling... (I forget about my bewilderment)
  
Oh! I didn't tell you my savior's story..???

Well let's keep it for next time...

I left my thought process...

and started conversation with daily stuffs... <3